I'm Not Ready For This Yet, for the first time I'm Galau at the blog.

Hello guys, I make this post at the time when Indonesia was shown at midnight, where teenagers are supposed asleep in bed. because my mind was really more untidy and couldn't calm at all to mind my beloved ex-crush. Let him be Jelangkung in my mind, come alone, go alone. *sigh * 


Guys, I'm more Galau in this post. Turmoil began with I've waiting  for him so looong time.
Waiting?
that verb may be this one must have experienced by all of people ....
how it feels? good or not? if the question for me, I replied: NOT! waiting for the luggage to make anxious, confused, and sometimes its a sure thing.
whatever it is anticipated, a clear still I replied with words: NOT GOOD! that's the point! 



If you have waited so long and so in love with him, but suddenly you find he is bisex (read: Gay) and finally you are trying to move on and forget. you will feel something is missing.

What do you feel when you miss something. Is that stuff you have, your favorite items, or perhaps the closest even though the person you love ....
Maybe that is the feelings and thoughts will collaborate to solve the problem.Maybe you'll struggle to find and try to get back something that was missing. And to the most difficult course is let it go.
If you do not miss anything, will the question arises: Fear not you missing something?
Probably most people would declare: yes fear ......
Well if you are scared, how do you get so you do not lose anything that?
Keeping? care? watching? or the other?
All that need real action! so how do you any real action?
but if we keep it long and don't side with us. this will painful  (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩_-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) 
God bless you son ! (╥_╥)