I'm Not Ready For This Yet, for the first time I'm Galau at the blog.

Hello guys, I make this post at the time when Indonesia was shown at midnight, where teenagers are supposed asleep in bed. because my mind was really more untidy and couldn't calm at all to mind my beloved ex-crush. Let him be Jelangkung in my mind, come alone, go alone. *sigh * 


Guys, I'm more Galau in this post. Turmoil began with I've waiting  for him so looong time.
Waiting?
that verb may be this one must have experienced by all of people ....
how it feels? good or not? if the question for me, I replied: NOT! waiting for the luggage to make anxious, confused, and sometimes its a sure thing.
whatever it is anticipated, a clear still I replied with words: NOT GOOD! that's the point! 



If you have waited so long and so in love with him, but suddenly you find he is bisex (read: Gay) and finally you are trying to move on and forget. you will feel something is missing.

What do you feel when you miss something. Is that stuff you have, your favorite items, or perhaps the closest even though the person you love ....
Maybe that is the feelings and thoughts will collaborate to solve the problem.Maybe you'll struggle to find and try to get back something that was missing. And to the most difficult course is let it go.
If you do not miss anything, will the question arises: Fear not you missing something?
Probably most people would declare: yes fear ......
Well if you are scared, how do you get so you do not lose anything that?
Keeping? care? watching? or the other?
All that need real action! so how do you any real action?
but if we keep it long and don't side with us. this will painful  (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩_-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) 
God bless you son ! (╥_╥)

BRA

            Erhkhem. SALAMOLEKOM PAKLEK BULEK AREK AREK KABEH!! *hush anak cewek mulutnya blangsak* *oh iya maap* . uhuk.. Assalamu’allaikum ikhwan dan akhwat sekalian *oke abaikan*

HALOOOOW CEMWAAA!! Cepeltinya acu halus *eh?kok cadel* erhkhem…Sepertinya aku harus menyalahkan diriku sendiri dalam hal blog-yang-telah-lama-terisi-tulisan-keminggris ini yang  gak pernah punya pengunjung setia. _Atau Ini karena ente yang gabisa bahasa inggris. Agree? Yes.

Di kesempatan ini, aku mau cerita tentang BRA yang kadang kita gunakan. *kadang? Lo jarang pake bra?* *palelu!* . oke , ada yang salah di bagian ini. BRA yg aku maksud yaitu Bukan Rayuan Asoy.

Ah okee maksa banget inisalnya, but its okay lagian ini blog gue apa urusan lo, kalo gak suka meding lo pergi, dari pada lo ngata-ngatain tulisan gue *ih kenapa sinis* *emang iye ye? Sory PMS.* *pms kok tiap hari sih -_-* *apa urusan lo, pms pms gue, kenapa lo yang sirik lagian -----iyadeh apa kata lu aja -___-“*

 Hokey, firstly aku mau Tanya ke kalian, Pernah nggak ente minta sesuatu ke temen ente. Entah itu makanan ataw barang. *pernah gak yaaaa—kassih tau gak yaa* *ah banya bacot lu!* *hayo mulutnya anak cewek kok blangsak* ABAIKAN!  

Kalo pernah…syukurlah ane kagak sendirian. Mungkin terkesan seperti peminta- minta, tapii kita terlahir sebagai makhluk social, yang saling membantu saat ada kesulitan, termasuk dalam hal uang..hahahah

            Aku punya banyak teman Alhamdulillah dan aku juga pernah bantuin mereka, termasuk dalam hal uang *duh perhitungan banget sih* *babatalaah, duit duit gue*.. tapi hal itu gak bikin aku jadi nifty person, aku juga butuh orang yang berguna pada tanggal tua.

Tadinya aku ngga di bolehin untuk minta- minta kayak gitu *eh cyin kesannye kata peminta-minta kasar banget sicchh* *bener juga tuh* (peminta- minta read : penerima donatur..saya ulangi ehkhem DONATUR), soalnya kata mamakeh itu malu-maluin takut ngerepotin orang lah blablabla sama apa kata orang tua si pen-donatur. Tapi karena alibi gue yang yahut akhirnya mamakeh kagak berkomentar panjang alias saat mama nasehatin, aku ngluyur tanpa permisi~ *dasar anak kurang ajar! Kukutuk kau jadi batu*   *tapi ma, kalo dikutuk jadi batu siapa yang ngelanjutin nulis ini?* *oke,lanjutkan dulu* . kayaknya Panasonic bisa masukin aku ke dalam nominasi THE-BEST-ALIBI-EVER *wohooo* *tepuktangan* *soraksorai*

SO, here I am, sebetulnya ada cerita lagi yang pgn aku certain *ah dasar mencla menle* *eh lo, dasar lo..pergi aja lo ke laut biar mampus lu tenggelem* *innggg…* *iya ma ._. *

Mangkanya baca dulu kagak usah pake komentar segala sebelum ente selesein baca ni tulisan ye…biar nyak gue kagak nasehatin gue mulu *lha kok sok betawi -_- oke balik ke logat Surabaya*

Biasanya ada SATU BINATANG yang mengkandidatkan diri sebagai donatur *kadang kadang sih* *yaa lumayanlah daripada enggak*

            BOS BESAR a.k.a Agya Nanda Prasetya yg selalu bantu aku dan beberapa teman sepaguyuban *paguyuban maksuudd looo* PENERIMA-DONATUR-SECARA-“IKHLAS” mendapatkan rejeki. kenapa ada tanda petik (“) pada kata ikhlas?karena sang pen-donatur tak 100% secara ikhlas membagikan sebagian hartanya. Kami punya trik jitu!!!!!!

Bytheway Anyway Busway Doyanmakanpetay, aku mau Tanya nih ke kalian…tau ngga sepik a.k.a rayuan:

neng, mau nemenin abang kagak?

Nemenin kemana bang?

Nemenin abang duduk di pelaminan

–blushing-

Me, sulis and dita pernah memakai dialog ini kepada BB (Bos Besar)

Sulis                 : gyaaaaa bagi duitt gyaaaaaa

Dita                  : iyaa gyaaaaaaa

Agya                : ahhh gak gak

Me                   : ayota gyaaa gak tak kei jatah lho

Dita                  : ayo gyaaaaa…p***kan mu keluwen iki lho gyaaa

Sulis&me         : LOL

Agya                : ah cik ga**** omongane.. LOL

Sulis                 : ayo gyaaaaaaaaa

****

Kalo di terusin, bakal panjang dialognya…pokoknya si BB gamau bagi duitnya buat aku, dita & sulis *ahh si agya pelit!* *ish biarin,, emang lo pernah kasih gue duit?*

Factly, agya bukan orang yang pelit, cumin perhitungan *apa bedanya*. Kalo pelit gak mau ngasih sama sekali. TAPI kalo perhitungan itu setelah dia ngitung berapa orang yang akan dia kasih & ngitung berapa duit yg bakal dia keluarin, tapi intinya dia NGASIH oke ini agak maksa -_-

Infonya, membuka penerimaan donatur (secara paksa) ini memakan angka harga diri lumayan besar dan biasa meutuskan beribu-ribu urat malu dalam sanubari hanya dalam 12 detik, tapi sekaligus bisa beratus orang lainya mengalami penurunan harga  diri secara drastis…saya ulangi DERAASS—TISS. Mau tau kenapa?

*drumroll*

NO NO NO NO bukan copotin baju di depan pen-donatur.. -___-“

*drumrolllagi*

*bosscapekboss*

*iyesabar*

*badummtsss*

BE SUCKS GROTESQUE!!!!!!!!!

Oke.  Aku tau persis sebagian dari kalian pasti ngerasa bete dan mau mencet tombol X di pojok kiri atau kanan PC kalian. Tapi bitch please, segitu disgustly-nya-kah aku dan temen2ku sampe rela ngelakuin hal ter….(isilah titik-titik dgn kata terburuk) itu demi seonggok duit 5000 rupiah?? So, HAHA, gak ada alas an lo buat ngelarang- ngelarang untuk jadi penerima-donatur-secara-“ikhlas”.

my beloved SSC23 2011-2012

HI5!

Now I'm the last class. In this case at least I should be able to continue my education after this, without a forced I should like to add my learning hours.

I'm still a lil feel distress to learn by myself, hence my mom and dad entrusted my educational achievements to my guidance of  Sony Sugema College (SSC), since 9th grade I've been here. it's a long time...
I always meet new friends  from SSC , of the all gender, race and the properties which are all different. I admire the difference
Today I will tell you about anyone who became my classmates, I recommend you prepare some of snack now! Because this will be very looong time, and will be read very boring. I don't want you to get bored of this. Hahah
I'm just kidding, don't just ...hahahah..  but better you do what my suggestion, it would be very boring. Or if you dont want this bad thing will happen to you. Stop at the end of this paragraph, I don't want you to regret :p
GO AWAY!


By the way, thanks to you that (probably) can't stop reading this, I know I'm very adorable when going to tell you something ...LOL

So in essence, I love (veeery love) my friends through my class at SSC. I want you to know them a bit, as I am also still a lill understand them
Adinda Apricilia Putri :  From sman14, she is a girl (I think) has the shape of the lips and teeth that look strange when her photograph. I felt it like a photo of rabbit or other animals that she always showed 2 teeth. but in fact shes very good, and shes a plain if i think ...she simply told me many about herself  hahha  and about his family to me,btw

Adrian Wahyu Ramadhan :  From sman6, at the beginning of the me and him meet, I feel in really cool with the vagaries of his to be Stoic and silent (but washed away). Hahaah I could have more feelings, but not anymore, because he is very good. some of girl friends as my classmates say ' I'm embarrassed to have a talk  with him ' ... URGGH my God, he's human!
Albert Setiawan  :  From smak Ciputra. The first time I realized that he would be my classmate , I'd say " cino.. woooo". I'm so excited if i having friends 'cino', I like to see their sipit  eyes, and look their with very white skin, but it's not that I want to make a relationship with. Uh big no..haha .  He is the best-looking cino ever I see
Amani Syahrahil : 
Ariyok Putro Sadewo
Dyah Eka Widyaningrum
Eunike Vania Christabel
Faizal Amir
Ferdie Martha Dianto
Ghea Cikita Karina
Guntur Napitupulu
Hanna Amande Quency Pardede
Imanuel Rio Atmaja
Lina febriani
Moch. Fajar Hilman
Narennda Ing Panggayuhan
Nico Christian Sunaryo
Rahmatulloh
Raka Faisal H
Satya Hanggara
Venny Wulan Sari
Wisnu Kuncoro
Yulia Putri Rahmawati

This hasn't been done, not because I do not want to finish it or I'm picking friends.but I just,,,,,,,,, distracted by the task as a student.but I promised to finish it

I can reveal all my secrets to them :)

i really feel exists when with them , i do not like them , but i once loved them after i love both my parents down and young brother . if anyone only give me a reward for me away from them , i will 100 % choosing them . 

 i loved them ! how many times must am i to pronounce" i love them" ? i will prepare half my heart to them , either what will happen in someday 

SAPTA KIBRA!? JAYA..!!!

SK 14?!.. emmuuaaacchh !!

*"Muanjach CommuniKITTY"

GOTCHA!!

at the december 21 2011 yesterday , there was an event a race between classes in my school . common in the call '' class meeting ''.where there was always representative of every grade to do that activity

direct the course on the objective i mean . in the last the race is the fashion . me , alip , dita , and mamed who performs the race that . but , at the time of day a race , alip come late . and urgh ! that are intensely irritating ! i never want to tell part of it !

so by which we?

ohhhhh....

so we teap running the race that successfully and cheerful , while only with an odd number  :(

I was so impress!

 We get 2 champion yeay!
it really deserves we are getting , if we remember how our hard practicing! and we did it!

me and another viewer utter many thanks to the occupants for 4 ipa-class residents

WE ROCK GUYS!

invisible me

HI5!

My name iing. Imma teenager who is lil fell my fuzz dance when I looked how blood out from trunk. Ouucchh I felt like some bloody overflowing me which is sit everywhere. If I’m in that condition, I will choose to close my eyes and start to sing a bloody metal song.

Yeup..i think that’s enough to descript  who invisible me. What? You want me to well to do than that? Alright….hahha

Okay, I will do something ridickulous about this! I lil not interested if I telling some story with write on some my social network like this. Share adventure, without know what do you keep it to your life style or just “see more” about me and you’ll be spy with follow my twitter or add as friend on my facebook…ouhh come on! That’s so ancient. I’ll do be a good person to random people if she/he introduce her/his self to me or not else I can see the kindness of her/his eyes when has talked with me J

 I do love smile and some dialog with a body language was flirt me˜ haha

Imma Indonesian who not to follow culture that always keep a manner, I think that’s so FAKE! I do not like that. But im proud to be Indonesian J and im just keep my attitude

we meet again!!!

Hi, long time I did not write in this blog. actually not because I'm lazy divides the story to all of you loyal readers of my blog, but because of the lack of a means of :P ENJOY!