è bellissima.

come sto bene in questa...

Capital H-E

I like when he smiles, he’s so cute.
I like when he talks, he likes to bite his lips when he is talking.
I like to see him when he saw, so sharp and breathtaking. I really like the look he saw me, and I saw him, we looked at each other. I really liked it!

And, me, the answer is always Yes if he ask to me to be his girlfriend.

♥

What Would Your Worst Scenario on Love Be Like?

Have you ever felt jealous of someone that you shouldn't do it to him?

Have you ever felt that when someone with you lately, umm he is on the other side of the room with other girl and talk without taking you out. You're not his girlfriend. You just his bestfriends. In their conversations, you're not in their topic, you just felt jealous, did you? I'm too much about it, but would not each person's level of jealousy is different isn't it?

Varies to every individual. But then again, my point is that I'm now in the strangest, emptiest state I've ever been in my whole life: Don't even know what I should do

Like at some point in your life, you will realize how much love you have when you-are-not-stuck on one love alone. it feels like you actually take something in your heart. and if you still hang on to the love that is not yours, it just hurts you only

Because what's untold, stays untold

Hi5! I will give you a question,

‘will you remember me?’

If you give back that question… I will answer 

‘i will remember you’

If you said ‘why’? I said ‘why not’?  those times, when we first met, when I first knew you it was nothing special until that night….remarkable.

Lucky I was, for having the chance to get to know you ever since. For having the chance to be in your inner circle, and as chessy as it may sound get closer to you.

Everybody knows we were never romantically attached to one another. Not that I don’t want to. Anyway, my point is you in my mind , it’s been more than just it.

It’s hurt that loving someone is never about being loved back.

You got my heart.

Words cannot explain how much I miss you. You has been in my mind though the good times and bad, but we have got to know each other so well I wouldn’t have you.

I don’t want look bad. You are the only I can truly trust with some of the biggest secrets in my life and they one that has always been there and always will be. But that was then. We always get through our silly arguments.

 I remember that.

I think….

Don’t know if I could ever be without you cause boy you complete me.

Yto who seems really nice

Yto I should talk to more

Yto who needs to do my ‘yto’

Time flies.

People say feelings never disappear, they only   hide for a while and can always return anytime it wants to. But for a while, I really thought it has disappeared. Thought .

You’re right, time flies, but your smile is time machine. Whenever I saw you’re profile picture, smile on me, my mind replays the same memory over and over again.

Where are you now? When I need you most. Why don’t you take my hand? I want to be close. Take my hand and walk with me. When nothing going right, I need you to set me free.

This time even worse, I start thinking about the could-haves.

Like, ‘we could’ve been together’, ‘it could’ve worked out’, anything else.

Could it have been?

Or I might just be hoping too much.

And if it’s in love. I wanna fall

Just promise me you’ll be here, through.

Here and now, still somehow

Maybe, someday I’ll be maturer.

Maybe someday I’ll be over you.

Maybe someday I’ll start liking someone else.

Maybe someday I’ll be with someone, maybe it’s not you.

Regardeless, at the moment, it is you. And I liking you.

And never thought it through

The Worst Pose Style

I direct pose a "cute" and "adorable"

i'm sorry before, but (sometimes) I like to do this LOL

LOOK! they are like Siamese twins who want to separate

haha.. it was like. "ing take my photos when I kissed kamil". "Okay... get ready?" *KLIK* "FUCK.. LOL!" :))

promote his chukky 

and this -__- 

and this one

he tried to apply mascara, just to attract women gay

shes CUTE!!

Which should I choose?

I don't like myself when I didn't do anything, and when I see someone talking about (I don't know what they are talking about) and I always felt "it" is intended for me. :(

oh God, I have a feeling that the sensitivity is too bad. I want to remove this feeling.
but can't, if I do, there must be someone who would hurt because of my bad attitude.
I can't divide a state where I've to be a "bad girl" or "good girl"
If I be wicked, I'll go to hell and live with the sin of course..
but if I be a good girl, and I may be an important part of them,,, I can't feel happy,because I've to divide my time to my bestfriends
Which should I choose?

Not All The Positif is Good!!

Okay, it was nine minutes of this blog is updated. So, why how i made a new post again?  not want to say to exist-anyway. . but I want to keep you guys updated about me (altough no one is read this), i decided to just continue posting on this blog and -- cut the crap *WHO CARES*


Who says a positive if it is always better than a negative? Why don't ya think? Right now I write positive things, and think about what's good?


1. POSITIVE YOU pregnancy outside of marriage a.k.a MBA
2. POSITIVE YOU'RE FIRED
3. POSITIVE YOU INSANE
4. POSITIVE YOU WILL BANKRUPT
5. POSITIVE YOU ILL 


Already considered the sentences above? Well~ you know ... still want to say is always a good positive than negative?
hahahaha ...........
This post was written just for nonsense, so ya don't have to think about it too seriously ....  :p
hihihihihi ..........................