I DO LOVE HIM FOR ..........

Are there not anyone of you knew who makes me mad of some-day? I think none of you who knows. Maybe if my best friend when jhs read this, she'll know who's driving me crazy all of a sudden ;P.In principle, the word 'crazy' that I  use instead of the true meaning to say what I want to say. That's just one word instead of a bunch of words that are very much;-conscious, awkward, crazy, excited, hovering, smiling, and imagining the worst is to have sex with him *oops 
LALALA ...I write too much from the initial conversation before!Actually I can't weave a wonderful experience this in my blog a very silly and not important. But I want everyone to know that I am a girl who also fell in love with someone of the opposite sex, which of course can make me like mmm.. to feel the sparks flying.
Exactly two weeks after I did the activity of learning in jhs I saw a pair of eyes that were so beautiful and charming as the eagle *HAWKING* and I can still feel it when I started to close my eyes and imagined himself. I feel, for a while!! *Closes eyes* *take breath* I shudder at the thought of him, his smile, a pair of charming eyes and a nose that is 'fantastic'.Tuhkan!! I was too convoluted to explain who he was. I'm sorry, but this is the way I am, I'm not fake.I love him. That's it. Nothing more.I'm still waiting for him was ± 5 years of this writing I have created.

Did you know D'MASSIV's song?

Kau membuat ku berantakan, 

kau membuat ku tak karuan

Kau membuat ku tak berdaya, 

kau menolakku, 

acuhkan diriku.- Cinta Ini Membunuhku.

I was really feeling. It's true. I never lied 

Or do you also know DOMINO band? there is one song on one of their songs;

Berapapun cinta datang padamu

Tak akan ku takut

Berapapnu hati menghampirimu

Tak akan ku takut

Karena aku, cinta terakhir

Yang tlah kau nanti, menanti jawabnya

Juga aku, labuhan akhir, tempat kau berakhir

Sampai kau mati.

I'm not a typical girl who's good at moving the hearts of the back of one man to another. Maybe some of my friends know I'm easy to love someone. But they only know, the feeling of 'love' is nothing but the feeling of 'love'. Ohsht! Why do they think is too low!!

I hope this feeling doesn't change, so my posting is not worth it: p

Thank you for taking the time for this silly thing You ROCK!

Update: when you read this post, I've not exist anymore as his affection. ehem. But I decided to guns jamming delete this blog post, calculated as ... A keepsake?Whatever it is, it remains memorable event for me ever to love someone who isamazing hehe *hair toss* *move on*